YAY because it's almost Christmas. And also YAY because Danielle gets to come over to spend the night in about a week. I guess we will do some of the things we did when she was over here last weekend, including watching various movies while putting a pretty dress on my computer, draw the oddest beyond oddest... things. Like the "Ebil Genious Turtle" which is my favorite. I'll have to scan Danielle's other drawings. If you don't laugh, you'll probably... sit in silence.
Anyways, mom says we'll get a tree before Danielle comes. I say, why not take advantage of these 80-mph winds and grab and uprooted tree? Too big, I guess...
And that reminds me, why don't we get all the windy suspense that the next couple towns over are getting? Three big trees fell on this one house, and some people nearly died in the comfort of their own homes. This sounds odd but... I want a tree to crash down on OUR roof! What excitement! But all we get crashing on our roof is pinecones, large sticks, and seldomly small birds
Well, after tryin my best to pursuade my friend to stop insulting herself, she tells me that it's a habit she can't stop. The truth is, I think she enjoys making fun of herself. I have no idea why... but when I tried to get her to stop today, she said she would stop talking to me for a week! I was only trying to help, and she just blows me off like that!
I get very angry when people insult my friends. She's one of them, and she continues to ramble on about how she's worthless and stupid. She's not, I tell you! It makes me so mad that she's doing this! Man, if she gets this reaction from me just trying to help, she must be dying from my optimism. Well then I shall help not an ounce any longer.
Well I'm not going to let this spoil my Thanksgiving. Danielle is coming over this Friday and we shall have lots of fun. I can't wait to see her! It has been a month since she's been over. I guess now I'm just flapping my jaw about this, but... yah.
Also, I had a very mysterious dream last night. Mom and I were in the living room/kitchen area doing whatever, when I spotted a black centipede on the floor. Mom picked it up in a napkin and tossed it out the window. But when she turned around, there were more centipedes. So we worked together to get them out, but more would appear every time we turned our backs. Weird, eh? Wonder what it means...
Well, how to start? My friend feels depressed again and doesn't seem to show appreciation for all that she has. I try to tell her how much I care, but that never seems to be enough. She continues to tell me the things that go wrong in her life and how much she wants to leave this world. I've had a buildup of anger inside me for a while, and today I unleashed it. I told her to look at the cup half full, and to be thankful for all she has. Her life is so much better then other people have it. She seems to have no idea that her life, if seen, would be idolized my many.
But then she says that she's nothing but worthless, which was not the point I was was making. She is NOT worthless. But no matter what I say or do, I don't think she'll listen. I don't know if my words can amount to much. But I can't help anymore. It proves to be so meaningless. Maybe she can understand now that I've let out my anger, and I hope she does, but either way, I can't do anymore than what I'm doing.
Why can't she be more optimistic? Why can't she look at the great things she has and eliminate her depression? Why can't she see how much I try to help? Why can't she see how this is making ME feel?
I am so sick and tired of people copying me. It makes playing on neopets dull and stinky. People are constantly copying my art or just stealing it altogether and erasing my name and/or altering it. I can't take it anymore! I feel like quitting neopets, but I stay because I have great online friends. And I don't want to leave them. Of course I could just talk to them on a chat board... I guess I'm at a loss of what to do. And this sounds really corny.
Well today (actually yesterday for some) was pretty fun. After I woke up, I decided to finish some of my homework for this weekend. Then I had coffee and did a little more. Then I went online to chat with Melysah while talking on the phone with Danielle. After a while I decided to draw a picture on Danielle's oekaki. It came out so suave! And it was only my fourth oekaki drawing I've done. =D I'm so happy with the way it came out. (Not shown here for I forgot to sign it.) And I listened to Christmas music and chatted online with Danielle WHILE being on the phone with her. We had a jolly ol' time talking to eachother in chat speak. I laughed so hard, my diaphragm still hurts. And that's how my day went. And now I'm waiting for Mel to come online...
The other night I had the strangest dream I had in a long time. I was outside in my backyard as the sun was setting during summer. There were other people around. People I didn't know. I don't know why they were in my backyard... and I wasn't surprised that they were. But anyway, they suddenly stopped conversing with eachother and pointed at my roof. Some screamed in horror, others gasped. The children clung to their parents and began to cry. I slowly glanced over my shoulder in the direction they were pointing. And to my astonishment, there was a giant beaver on top of my roof. All I remember from then on was it waddling about, looking for some way to get down. And that's it.
Ever wonder about those tiny tree-dwelling birds that just sleep out on a limb? Well... what happens when it's raining buckets as wind is blowing 60 miles an hour? Do they go somewhere else? Do they just blow away with the leaves and pinecones? Maybe that's the clunking sound I hear against the roof when the weather is like this. I'm perplexed.
Wee, it's so rainy today. I don't mind rain too much when there's a lot of it and I can hear it slapping against the roof. I watched the news and the winds, they say, are likely to reach gusts of 60 MPH! The trees will be bald in the morning, this I know. They are already half bald, and the ground in submerged in leaves.
Well that's pretty much all the exciting stuff for today.
Man, I really need to write in here more often. No matter how small the content in each entry.
Well, neopets has been down for maintenance ALL day, giving me no chances to talk to Melysah (aka Pounced) which really stinks. At least I got some stuff done today. I felt creative so I began working on my picture of Melysah and I as ferrets. She's the brownish colored one laughing and rolling about on the ground, and I'm the blue one holding a bagel. The bagel has no purpose. And it took about three hours to color in my sketch on the computer. Eeef, my eyes hurt.
I can't wait to show her! Yes, it is signed with my account name on neopets. =)
Neopets.com is down and will stay that way for 20 more minutes. So I've come here to poke around. Don't get me wrong, coming here is fun. Wee! And stuffs...
Anyway, I had this odd dream the other night about Halloween. I remember that it was around sunset. Anyway, I was dressed up as... something, not sure what exactly, and after visiting a few houses and collecting some candy, I came to an old woman's house. All the kids gathered around her as she filled their bags with candy, but as she came to me she hesitated and gave me a questioning quirk of a brow. "What are you doing here?" she asked me in that classical elderly woman's voice. "You can't have candy, you're too old!" I curled a lip and retaliated, "I'm old! Look at you! You're too old to even give out candy!" I would never say anything like that, mind you; I completely respect my elders.
Anyway, I put on a new costume, determined to get that woman's candy. I proceeded to her doorstep again, rang the doorbell, and as she opened the door she recognized who I was. She screamed and grabbed a broom and beat my several times with it. And... I ran for it. And that's it.
Weird, eh? And I'd never do stuff like that. Not even trick-or-treat. I'm 17, so I've kind of drifted away from that sort of thing. However, my friend Danielle wants to do it. I'd go with her, of course, but I'd have no idea what to wear. Mom suggested we dress up as nuns. =P
My friend, Pounced, and I drew a picture together today. (I met Pounced over neopets.com and she has become my bestest bud, along with Danielle. How rare...) Pounced drew the outline, and I colored it in. It is a picture of Rainbow Dash, a My Little Ponies character. Even though I'm not as familiar with these small and colorful equines as she is, I really like how it turned out. Laaaahhhh:
It took me a while, but I finally got around to writing in my wiblog. For those who have no idea who I am, my name is Ferret. My offline name is not given because I don't like the idea of showing it to everyone who may read this. No offense or anything. But I can tell you that I am a teenager living in the Northwestern part of the United States and I like ferrets. They are probably my favorite animals (go figure). And I have one of my own. He stinks, but that's okay because I know I can stink sometimes, too.
Well there you have it. My boring description. Now I get to write about stuff that is happening!
My best friend is coming over today to spend the night. Yay! And she gets to beat the shadow temple in the N64 game, Legend of Zelda because I have a huge phobia of things jumping out at me (especially in the dark). And I know for a fact that lots of things jump out at you in this level. I'm such a weak thing for fearing a video game.
I want to write more, but my fingers are cold. And I'm hungry because I haven't eaten my breakfast yet.
The Asinine Ferret 
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